.mind changes.

Hello again 

and Assalammualaikum 

:)

Have you ever suddenly thought of something that you never thought of before ?
get it? ^^''

well, this morning, i read comics that i jus bought last few weeks ..
( i know, i just read it now .. haha xD )

yeah, i'm a bit dramatic and sensitive when it comes to comics..
rule and warnings whenever i'm reading :-


1# NEVER to disturb my attention .. AT ALL ..  :)

no matter what you do, or what your giving me ,

i'm telling you, just move on, your FAILING.. haha xD

2# I might be emotional ..

i might be shouting at you ..

mad at you for no reason .. 

sulking for no reason .. 

hates you for no reason .. 

- sorry :')

3# same as number 2#, because of to much focusing on reading, i may cry, become emotional sometimes, (well, actually always ^^" ) its like i can feel the story so deeply ..

 - and i will always had that feelings which i, myself felt it, like i've experienced it .. ( sad stories )

 - and... i read romantic comics, mangas, and more, universal :D

 - for romantic comics, yes, i cried for what happened in the story ( yeah, to much feelings :'D )

   i WISH i experienced the romatic parts you know.. the guy treating the girl and etc .. haha .. 

i'm pathetic :')

and for my <3 boyfriend, sorry if i suddenly texted you weird stuff like made you questioned bout me .. :')

that's what happen whenever i read comics .. i'm just saying .. *forever alone troll face * 

4# and every after that, i'll go emo and stuff.. <<''

    and i'll go think that :

- why me? T _ T

- hmm .. is that what happened to me? . . . f***! 

xD

. . . .

and, just now, i looked at my boyfriend's picture .. i was like .. 

(- _ -)> ~looking at weird poses.. suddenly ..

( . _ . )> . . . (* ///// *)> . . . <( . //// .) . . . (-/////-)> `i love you .. ..

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why ?! ( > ___ < )>

Birthday-day

Assalammualaikum,

How are you? :P

Hello,

Hai,

Hi,

Yay ~ it was my BIRTHDAY last 15 Feb ..

i know ! how long i've wait to update this blog of mine.. haha xD

sorry-sorry ^^''

i had a very long and busy day last few days/weeks/ . . . . . . 

the day after my birthday, on the 16th, I'm going back to my study world / country

:')

yeah, justtt...... RIGHT after the day of my birthday, well, actually, it was just for my registration, my class starts on the 27 Feb. how lame is that !

you actually have to wait for another 10 days from your registration man !

i know it might help you to have the time to settle up everyting but why so damn late???!

Dx

and so, yeah, i went to Kuala Lumpur (KL) on the 16th, yet my registration date's which had been confirmed on the 14th...... the 1st day of registration dates for us ( returning students ... )

= ___ =''

i know ! but what can we do? My aunty booked the ticket flight there on the 16th because my :LOVELY FAMILY: wanted to celebrate my 19th birthday together.

:*

so, no harm

:P

and so, i bought all my needed things from miri the week before and the days before and on my birthday, well, its not really that high-class or any big event :)

just enough for my family which INCLUDES my OTHER SIBLINGS~~~~~

~~ < _ <;;

well, its not that i don't like it, but well, well, well ---- Zzzz ........ family matters ...

*troll face* xD

argh !! what a night that NIGHT .. HAHAH xDD

oh yeah, presents that i got for this year was .............

From :-

• papa / father                   : money. RM ** ( undefined )
• mama / mother               : love. <3
• aunty / aunt                    : camera. DSLR - my 1st DSLR - canon ** ( undefined type )
• little brother                   :       B)
• sister - in - law               : birthday cake.
• others                             : -- :)

and so, yeah, that all :D

i know i don't really had a blast bithday presents like the others, like you guys..

but i'm happy to even celebrated it :)

so, don't worry and don't ask me .. ahah xP

and so, the next day, starts packing stuff and get ready to go across the sea to your stress world .. ^^''

-- end --

sincerely ex* birthday-girl, 

esha  <3

.3 words describe the best feelings.

Assalammualaikum...

3 words describes the best feelings ?

guessing ??

well, what do you think ? 

1. I like you
2. I love you
3. I hate you

or even .. 

1. I want food
2. I want love
3. I want you
4. I need you
5. You get lost !
6. etc . . . .

:P

lots aite ??? xD *nods*

but, the 3 words i want to show to all are those special words.

i love you :)

did you know, . . . 

see, love is beautiful .. ..

it doesn't matter to whom, what or when .. loves are wise and infinity :)

and so, for that love one, my special boyfriend . . . 

yeah, YOU !!

<3

I LOVE YOU ! ~~

love, esha ~

:)

.outing / hangout / chilling.

Assalammualaikum...

today, on the saturday noon..

i went out with my friends :)

only 2 friends exactly, well, i know-i know.

only 2 ?!

shouldn't call it friends with de 's' but still,

more than one right ?

i know, my life is pathetic, i should just kill myself now for having just few friends.. LOL

come on, i don't care how many friends your going out with, as long as your happy with whoever is following, besides, would you care to bring every single friends you had ??

I DON'T THINK SO !

haha xD

yeah, we went to the only finest shopping complex, PARKSON...

actually, before today, this morning there's a serious story that happened to me before i went out just now.

seriously i thought of canceling my outing :')

you know why? ( daa.. no .. haha xD )

it was like this, . . . 

once, there was a girl who woke up this morning, she thought it was late because every saturday morning, she would go out with her aunt for morning marketing, buying all house-suppliers and etc. And also, today, all schools in MIRI had a school replacement and that's mean the little annoying brother went for school and only be BACK at 12.30 pm. so, the time goes by like your money... **

9 am
woke up

10 am
done bathing and went downstairs to have breakfast and getting ready to go marketing.

11 am ** ( lost time track )
then go out buy stuffs. really late

by 12.40 ++ pm
went to pick up brother and traffic problems .. !%^*&$ ~

by 1+ pm
arrived home and start arranging and put all the stuff that was bought at the supermarket.

quickly went upstairs and get ready to go out.

got text from friend saying " pick me up later. . . " which i was already almost arrived to his house.
and i went "  $#%%*^(!#$&%@^&*&*  !!!!!!!!!!! " .

almost 2 . . .pm
had to go and pick another friend which staying really FAR from the other friend and myself. soooo tired and again, driving like crazeeeyyyyyy with a friend next to me.

:'D


almost 3 pm
arrived at destination, park car, went inside the mall and start journey of shopping. ( which failed actually )
:(


around 4 / 5 pm
send friends home from the other side of city and the other end
<(@ _ @)>


5.30 pm
finally arrived home and after today, didn't really bought anything home, YAY !! HAPPY !!!! <(T U T)>
only bought ONE USB CONNECTION CABLE .. that's all ..
oh well, didn't really had the time .. yeah, sucks on me
:')


# but, despite that all scenes.... i still had a great time hanging out with them both, both i loved <3


Syukur Alhamdulillah juak dpt jalan :) **

newbie izit ? :)

.. HelLo ..

I know i'm kind of too old to even started a blog but i admit, i was pretty greatly lazy to actually owned a blog.

i'm not good in blogging.

yeah, screw me :)

go dai --

enough of cursing me to go die, i will... SOON . . .
haha

well, da' name is Esha.

so, as you all know, i'm about to turn 19 y/o in another 4 more days and keep on dropping :)

omggg .. this is my last year of being a teenager and also my last "1" on my b-day year :')

i'm going to turn 20 next year !!! not OLD .. haha xD

and yezzz, i am just one super-ordinary-hyperactive girl :)

no, seriouslyy. I got EXCITED easily. NOT being HIGH okay. Just being myself you know, trust me, people nowdays are easily plastic-fied. you know what i mean. Don't you??? xD

Well, i type here what i want to type.

If you don't feel like scrolling, 

reading more,

feeling 'time-wasted',

the 'X' button 

are always on

your screen,

unless you had find your WAY on DELETING one

= u =

and so, when and how i started my very 2nd blog? ( my 1st blog was a TRULLY FAILURE .. DROP THAT :P )

i was reading some of my friends blogs and i was wondering, why u actually wrote blogs anyway? I really don't know why? if u sharing your thoughts, u have fB, twitter and etc. why blogs? if this was a diary, you won't make it in BLOGS right? where people from the whole world can READ it.. I mean the WHOLE WORLD... so, what's the point ? can anyone tell me pleaseeeee

:D

* please fill free and seriously, no payment apply for commenting or insulting :') 

and yeah, i ended up doing it anyway, just feeling doing something new and besides, seriously man ! this is really creative on designing ur own creative ways n looks on each blogs ! <3

this is all, thank Q :D

* to late now, sleeping mode is on ** xD

will update soon, or later or WHENEVER .. hahah xD

THANKS !!!

Love, Esha de' only one

<3